disappointment~

5/2/2009
so disappoited
the yamaha guy din let me to go for training programme
huh..he said i dun hav enough time to
teach if i want to continue my study at university

haiiz..its my fault
i dun know how to lie
if i told him dat i finished my stpm
and i dun hav any plan now
so i want to join the yamaha teacher training programme
but he just asked me like dat
i dunno how to answer
i just answer him wat im actually planning to do
so ..as wat i ll know the result is
fail........
so sad.....

but on the other hand
perhaps i wont miss the chance to study oversea
my dream is to study oversea
so dat i got an opportunity to see the world out there
not only at here
there i ll be learn to be more independent
so..the stupid yamaha guy din let me to go for training
perhaps its a good news for me
but i m really sad to heard dat i din get the training chance
i ll try after i finished my study
i must earn more and more money
i must practise hard now to know how to handle come situation
next time when i go for audition again
i want to make sure dat the stupid guy ll
100 % let me to go for the training
stupid guy,just wait for me ~!!

chinese new year

happy chinese new year
actually my new year in this year
was nothing
i feel like nothing happen
so fast new year going to pass
haiz..i din feel like chinese new year coming
everyday just boring at grandparent's home
hanging out with family..
what a boring new year
can you all just bring me some chinese new year atmosphere?

so many disappointment this year
thought can go travelling
parents told us ll go thailand by bus 1st
then they said cancel the plan and ll go macau by ship
who know suddenly father said want to start his work on fri
what a big surprise to us
so our this year new year just staying at home
hanging at the nearest
shopping center

actually i personally dun like to meet with relatives
why?coz they ll always compared my height with my sis
and other people
omg..i hate it
dun always say that i m short,very short
i m just not as tall as you all..
hey guy do you really saw people who are short?
hate,hate,hate
grow very tall also not a good thing you know
ll easily get kidney failure
if i said like this to them
my parents ll scold me no manners
.............

first day of chinese new year 26/1
went to nanny's house,aunt's house and grandparents' house
watch tv at the night at grandparents' houses
monday sang chinese new year song!~
so cute ^^~
second day of chinese new year 27/1
went to grandparents' house as usual
just watched tv
aunts playing mahjong
third day of chinese new year 28/1
ate our lunch at home
mum cooked
then we went to the mines shopping center
there were some new shops
a new image to the mines
fourth day of chinese new year 29/1
ate our lunch at home too
went to the curve-first time experience

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