桂林之旅

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旅程的领队
导游则是杨毅大哥
这个导游哦
我真得无话可说
老爱作弄我
不过他跟车上的每一位旅客都有接触
都玩得很熟
无论老幼都是
厉害吧？！
第一天旅程只是坐在飞机上
到了南宁机场后就会酒店
酒店虽然说是三星级
但非常干净非常舒服还很特别
可是另天的早餐就没什么特别


早餐后前往南湖公园
南湖公园最具特色的三个“园中园”
即中草药圃，盆景苑及兰花园
中国人都喜欢在早上做体操
尤其是老年人
好像各个都带着孙子们到公园散步
他们都很喜欢跳舞，打太极等
之后我们便去了东盟博览会
只能在外面拍照
里面是进不了去的
外面很多很烦的摄影师
各个都前来问你要不要拍照
还说我们手机拍得不怎么美
拜托我们要拍自动回前来

公园

东盟博览会

过后就是九个“半小时”的巴士行程了
所以今天大多数的时间都是在巴士上
到达桂林后我们便在一家餐厅享用晚餐
还在过后看桂林市的夜景
感觉很不错哦
之后的行程本小姐不是很记得了
今天的酒店还好啦
比较喜欢南宁那间
不过好的是三天不用换酒店

另一天早上我们这家人竟然迟到
所有人都在巴士上了
我们去了龙胜 好有趣不幸的是
我们在半路上遇到了小车祸
不是我们车祸啦是前方有辆载石头的货车翻倒了
师傅还说最少要堵车两小时
如果早十分钟就不会遇到这车祸了
师傅你是不是暗示我们不准时？
在车上看见了一只可怜的鸭
它逝世了，嘴流了很多血出来
看了真心酸
不久巴士便能顺利开行
经过崎岖的山路才到达目的地
到达后主人们请我们喝壮家油茶
还接受了当地农民的迎宾舞
节目过后还有对唱山歌
我和你幸运被拉到前去
不过还还有一大半人陪伴
才让我忐忑不安的心情平静下来
我们的中餐就在这儿进行
吃壮族的火锅
还有他们制作的酒
正是棒极了
享用完午餐后
大伙儿变往金车梯田去
了解当地农民生活
此是他们用自己的努力与汗水编写的魅力与壮观的人文景观
在最美丽的景观处欣赏到入云流水般的梯田寿字书法
看望了美丽的景观
大伙儿前往享用茶及茶点
晚上还享受足底按摩
本人可是第一次享受足底按摩
正是棒极了

过后的几天
我们还浏览了象鼻山，七星公园，花桥等
象鼻山因酷似一只站在江边伸鼻豪饮漓江甘泉的巨象而得名
而象鼻山市桂林的山水代表
是亿年前海底沉积的纯石灰岩组成的
我们在这拍了很多照
都是以象为主
而七星公园内奇星上的七个山峰犹如天上的北斗七星坠地而驰名
花桥则是在七星公园正门灵剑江与小东江汇合处
桥畔繁花似锦
另外我们还在这儿参看了熊猫
很可爱哦！~
虽然阳阳和月月不在这里了
但是它们的朋友也很可爱
忘了它叫什么名了
嘻
之后我们便去参观骆驼山
有个老伯伯一直叫我们前去前方
他说前方的景观很优美
我们都跟着导游
不敢离队
不好意思了阿伯
可是最终我们还是到达了骆驼山
老伯指导的道路只是近了些
不错嘛！很漂亮
还有鹦鹉在那呢！
不过是要收费才能跟它拍照
不是那令人讨厌的“安蒂”有没有要拍呢？
过后的节目是爬山上去看风景
我还想像上次一样有很多团友会跟上
谁知只有小猫两三个
用十根手指就可以算完出来
猜猜只有几个？
六个而已！~
上山之后看的风景果然不错
我和妹算是最后两个上去
前方的团友都走得很前
剩下我们俩我真得有点儿怕
不过我想不会迷路吧
爬上山楼去真的很喘
还拍了很多照
看见团友都逐一下山了
我和妹都赶紧要下山去
原来导游大哥还在等我们
还有团友们
大伙儿都一齐下山去
他们都走的很快
因为阶梯在下山时看起来有点斜
所以我看下山时显得有点儿慢
下山后没想到妹也跟我说同样的话
嘻~

之后的行程我都不是很记得了
浏览过的地方都记得
我们有去浏览榕湖，九曲桥，古南门及大榕树
杉湖及日月双塔也没错过
还记得有一夜我们去观赏了桂林出名的《梦幻漓江》
是一出表演秀
有杂技，芭蕾舞等
非常精彩！~
妹更对它赞不绝口
因为有她最爱的芭蕾舞秀
在桂林逛街的时间可真少
在街上看见喜欢的东西很多
却没机会去买
觉得有点儿可惜。。
还好有机会买了些纪念品
都是在西街买的
西街东西琳琅满目
看中了很多东西
如果我有钱就好了！~
我要赚很多很多钱
来桂林都是看风景多
我们还有一个节目是看鱼鹰捕鱼
鱼鹰真可怜
要吃鱼喉咙却被绑着
只为了表演给我们看
我们是乘坐小船来看风景
感觉真得很好
爱死了！

我想这趟旅行
妹是最快乐的吧
我们的行程刚刚好被安排在妹生日那天去乐满地
乐满地坐落在桂林兴安灵湖风景区
是个度假村，也有主题公园
我们还住在五星级酒店！
妹真得爽死了
我们在下午时分抵达目的地
在酒店放了行李后便去主题乐园
这主题乐园不比香港迪思尼大
人潮也很少
游戏只是排一下队就行了
我和妹玩了不少游戏
可是都是旋转似的
玩得我们头昏脑胀
第一个游戏是导游大哥介绍
一点都不好玩
玩得好晕
过后还有一个游戏
未免太刺激了吧！有高处掉下。。！~
我看要有很大的勇气才能玩
我们当然不敢玩
过后我们一家还去看了牛仔秀
不错嘛！
原来那里早打烊
坐船都没时间了
剩下的时间都是用来拍照
晚上冲了凉
就是享用晚餐的时刻了
哇！每人都有一个锅
晚餐竟然是自己煮火锅
很特别的经历
妹真得不能忘记这印象深刻的生日
晚餐后导游大哥叫我们大伙儿留下
原来是为了庆祝妹和妈及婆的生日
好大的惊喜！~
妹真幸福，开始害羞起来了。。
我们唱生日歌
吃蛋糕 拍拍照
蛋糕好吃 只是奶油太多了
过后就是自由活动
没什么特别
我还以为可以打桌球
原来还要付费 就打消念头了
泡夜店也取消了 因为没位子了
只是在健身房健身 到处走走 拍拍照
商店的东西都很贵 买不过
又过了一天了 妹的生日过得真得很充实
希望她会喜欢我送她的生日礼物
妹也在我们最后一个夜晚买了名贵的靴子
羡慕死了 我也很想买 不过不想花爸妈太多钱

景点呢
我们还参观了银子岩~看钟乳石的地方
景色很美观 形象与造型各异
还去了刘三姐景观园
步入景观园 广西壮，瑶，侗，苗的少男少女歌舞相迎
体验了山水优美 那里也很是热闹
看过了斗鸡 《刘三姐》表演（唱山歌）等
晚上就去了印象刘三姐大新秀
导演是张艺谋 表演很壮观
讲述刘三姐的故事 表达了中国人民传统及文化
场地是开放的 隐约还看见山峰
我本身很喜欢那里的场地
妈和妹都说很闷 我倒觉得有趣
喜欢那里的场地
最后有节目的早上我们乘船游漓江
可观奇峰倒影，碧水青山，古朴的园田人家
清新的呼吸 一切诗情画意
过后我们就驱车前往南宁并享用晚餐 酒店还是第一天的酒店
晚上前往市中心购物

终于到达回家的日子
很舍不得这里的一切
今天起的比较晚
早餐还有导游大哥的陪伴 我们有说有笑 很是高兴
可惜没去到隔壁的市场 我还很想购物呢
不久便到机场去了
师傅换了 想不到妈竟然留了水壶在那
我会想念这里的 再见了桂林

#ald posted my travelling photos in my facebook
can have a look if got interest

stupid

stupid!~
what you think about yourself is always correct
i want to see how you ll die!~
damn..
omg..i din say you read it
i really want you to read it
and let you know how much that i hate you!
always deny the things you done!~thats why im angry lah!
stupidd...................................................!~
i really want to see when you ll know how stupid r u

jia you

hope i can do well
in tmr piano teaching
the day is coming
hope that i wont get lost when coming back..
jia you ya!!

angry

really angry!!
you thought that is ur room??!!
we cant do anything wasting our own time just because of you??
stupid..i cant control myself to scold this stupid..
i really very hate you
you make me to feel like this..

thief..like to steal everything
took all my things without my permission
wth..cant scold directly coz i know ll hurt somebody's feeling
but i really very mad about him
huh..this feeling really suffering
cant say it out
only thing i can do is to tell my blog
.....wasting my time
dun hope i can forgive..
stupid!!@@#$#$@!@@!

new way to be go..

hello everyone..
long time din post blog ald
preparing for final exam and assignments last few weeks

after the exam
i have to work..
at last i become a piano teacher
actually feel a bit scare because i dun hav experience in this
nobody taught me how to teach before
i hav to use my own way to teach
and anything dunno i hav to ask..really hav to ask
if not..ll be ignored by the parents

last sun was my first day of teaching my own student
actually taught before but they are not my student
just helped a teacher to replace the class..
it was a bit tough because i duunno what to comment
just said out what is in my mind..
i was a bit regret since i din take the holidays opportunity to follow jmc training class
until now i was regret..
how nice if i got a chance to take the training
and i ll hav the confident to speak in front of everyone
and there ll be a different moong yee
now..dunno when ll i hav the chance to join the jmc training class..
.....sad and regret ya~..

my student actually learned before this..
quite easy to teach la..
but there's a lot of question in my mind..
after this hav to help miss yap to replace classes
she is under confinement mood
a bit tension coz i never seen her student before
somemore hav to go the students' house
i just afraid that i ll get lost..
i m not so familiar with seputeh,cheras and salak jaya..
i hav no teaching experience too
i really afraid that i cant do well..
there is a very troublesome parents..
from a rich family
i really afraid that i cant do well
and get complained by the parents..

its good for me not because i can earn money
its a good chance for me to earn experience
to be brave..
hope that i can do well
and accomplished those parents requirements..~

yeah..at last got a chance to travel
our destination for this holiday is to guilin,china
really cant wait for it..!~
it ll be fun because someone irritating din follow..
haha..its a secret..shu..

final eXam fOr first SeM!

exam exam exam
i think i ll do very bad in this sem exam
inorganic and organic really tough!~
i cant stand for it..
others..i think its ok
but maybe the result ll not be very good...
uh,this is the result of not paying attention during the lecture
who called me to realise something so late
i really think that i ll give up for this before
but i want to continue with it now..
i dunno whether it is a bit late
but i think that i ll do better next sem..
i want to be the greatest and the most active..
i want a great university life
i dun want to be the ordinary one~!

irritating..

yyy???
y this world got such an irritating people..?
hate hate..but i have to be tolerant
dun think yourself very clever
dun said people mad
dun always let your parents down
but you are the one..
just that you dunno about it

i dun like you
forever and ever..
left me out of your way..

lOsT..sad

5/11/2009

oh my godness
i really careless
i lost my dad "touch and go" card..
there is a lot of money inside..
really sad
finding for it for almost one and hour
if i know the result ll be like this..
i ll never went there before my exam
really regret..sorry dad..
i made you to lost a lot..
:( but you are really good
din scold me and
bought me a new one
you are the nicest dad in this world..

bad CocKroach!~

cockroach..yiaks..
i hate cockroach
why cockroach appeared in front of me so frequent recently?
i really scared them

last last month
there was a very large cockroach on my table
its was in my hostel room
wah..i really scare
my dear roomate also
we dunno what to do
its ald 4am..
we just came back from decorating the stupid board!
we thought what can we do to get the cockroach out of our room
thought till 5am also dunno what to do
haiz..really paiseh
we observed where the cockroach gone
we really very afraid that it ll dissappear and we couldnt find it

it really very active
moved here and there..
scary..its tentacle really long
actually there was another cockroach which entered out room before this
my roomate found that there was a dead cockroach when she went back here
we thought that that cockroach ald dead
who knows there was still a "new cockroach"
we borrowed a spray from friend
we dared not spray coz afraid that it might fly
and it was hiden in my table drawer!!!
oh my godness..my books all ll be very smelly..

at last we sprayed it!
it came out and run all around
we sprayed a lot but it didnt show any symptom of suffering
wow..at last,it fainted..
our room really very smelly
wait for around 45 minutes also like that
what a smelly room..

my first experience..
slept in the morning
gonna to skipped my morning classes
it was really suffering..
bad cockroach
i hate cockroaches..
even my home also got such cockroach..
realy bad..i really need to solve this cockroach-fobia sickness..

tuesday

thought can go out on this coming sunday
go to genting..plan hav to be cancelled
everybody is dissappointed about that..
sorry mum..
i know what it ur intension
but i dun want to let you tired
i want you to have a sweet dream

we went to mc donald equine park to surf for internet
there are wifi
we went there due to the internet failure at home
haha..memorable day
its ald quite late
end with quarrel with mum
i know you suffer about everything
i promised to giv you the best thing in your life
i ll earn lots of money
and bring you to travel around the world
i know you like to travel so much..
i ll appreaciate on all the things you did before
i ll giv both my parents the best thing..
so i ll do my best now..
thanks and sorry for everything!~

busy to be the best

really busy recently until no time to post my blog
today posted all the blog i want to post
to let u all know my recent activity
still got lot of stuffs din post out
like the carnival for pt ukm
kkm pt..

recently just busy about pt things
in ukm in kkm
haih..somemore the stupid kkm meeting until 2.30am!!~
this was the "earliest" and "shortest" meeting i had ever went to..
discussed about the things
haven well-prepared..
next time really want to be the group leader ald
want to improve myself
a bit dissappointed of myself since all those group leader are from same year
others can do that why i cant??
i must try to improve myself
next time i want to be the leader..yeah!

spent a lot of money recently
for all those unneccesarry things i think
but i have to..
ya..i went to meet with my mentor last thurs
she really gave me a hand
really my "mentor" of life
i was recently unhappy of my life
she gave me encourages to continue with my life
she give advise for me to continue with my course now
after this i can do what i want to do
after this degree i can study mba,master in marketing and ect..
this is what i want to do
she said except i got the money
i can have more option
yes..unluckily i dun hav money
so i must continue with what i do now
must stay till four years here
must finish my degree here
we must be the best among the best
do the best on what we do now

although i m not so like the course now
but i must accept it
must be the best
dun let anybody down..
every field hav their own outcome
i must stay tough now..
and accept everything
be the best..!
i want to save money
and earn more money when come out..

now regret din apply for scholarship
other got their scholarship ald
ya..hav to work with the government
but they give us money to spend
money..!is what i really needs now
next year i must apply it
so..now what i need to do is....study hard and smart..

chinese calender birthday

12/9/2009

mum said today is my birthday..
based on the chinese calender
haha..
i dunno about tat
after work..whole family with grandma come and fetched me
then went for dinner..near mines
i was really happy about tat
grandma gav me a ring as my birthday present..thanks popo

long time din work there ald
miss all those kids..and parents
luckily still can remember their names
thanks esther for giving me chance to earn more money
hehe^^*
and also gave me a chance to see all of them again

after dinner
went to fun fair opposite to jusco cheras selatan
haha..long time din play at fun fair ald
yoyo..its fun
but "waste"dad money
i think..we won a rabbit and a pen
happy day

13/9/2009

today work also
met with two of the cutie girls
haha..then surprise when went back home
dad and mum came to fetch me
they bought me a nice necklace..
so touched
its very expensive
they said its my 21st birthday
therefore must gav me something special..love them so much
at night
mum bought me a birthday cake
nice..and celebrate in grandma 's house
with uncle and auntie
thanks everyone
love you all so much!!~
it was a memorable birthday for me
sorry mum for my rudeness
and sorry for everything
i m so happy this year..!(",)

fac night photos

at home with my dear sis..

the dishes..

fac night

5/9/2009

when i talking about fac night

wat is in ur mind?

my fac night was not as fun as i thought

my dream ll not come true..

ya,after came back fr work

helped mum to clean up the house

then "clean up" myself

start to take my shower and wore watever i needed to

didnt make up since dun hav enough time

sis has to go for her tuition class later

somemore i dun hav much time

hav to reach ukm kkm's bus stop before 4.30pm

mum fetched me there

she went back alone

i was so worried about her

since this was the 1st time she went back from ukm alone

called her to phoned me after she reached home ^^*

with my mum speed

i managed to reach there before 430pm

read my book while waiting for the bus

met my coursemate

but i m not so familiar with most of them

they ald formed a group

with my condition it was hard for me to mix with them

it needed time..but i believe i can do it

there were not much ppl waiting at the bus stop

again i were alone

bus reached after that

is a school bus

kkm is the 1st stop

it travelled around the campus

haha..finally got ppl sat with me

im not alone

we chit chating during the journey to kajang

kajang..the place where i did passport with family

dad said we went there b4

but i dun remember it

....yesterday checked through internet where is the place

easy for dad to fetch me later

dun want to stay at hostel today

and at last i found it

its name is prescott metro kajang

yeah its true when i reached there

nearby police station.. and petrol station

took photos most of the time in the restaurant

nothing to do also

dunno wat to do also

it was very boring

i can be very crazy if i really enjoyed it

but i think the time ,place and ppl were not suitable for me to be crazy

i m not very comfortable to be there

be with the ppl there

i hope i can cope with it..

but i really cant

really hope to escape from there

escape from the course i study

go to a new environment where i can change myself..

saw all those candidates when reached there

if got chance really want to try it

it is just one year once in my life

they are pretty

our course's candidates are annie and lik hang

.....

we used most of our time to snap photo

then it was dunner time

since we ald discussed

we took as many type of food as possible

wow..i like sotong

haha..we really did it

we took most of the food on our table

so many dishes..

sup,fruits,cakes,jelly,vegetables,keropok.......................

and we really ate until very full

cant finish all the dishes

a bit waste la..haha

our performance time reached

haha..its a stupid drama la

just acted as site character

nothing special

after this was candidate performance

haha..one of the performance was nice

tat was the second group performance..

then dancing session

not fun at all in my mind

i din release myself

i hope i can but i really cant

they said it s sad if you missed this fac night

i dun think so

i just think that i ald lose my rm45..haha

i hope i can crazy as i can

but i really cant

hope time can change it

i want to be the crazy dreamoong back..i dun want to be passive..

i want to talk a lot

but nobody is beside me..

lucky draw session..i m not lucky at all

so din get anything

haha..my lucky num is 9 this time

around 11pm i went back

my dad reached there

and at last i can go back

leave this noisy place and cold..hehe..

home sweet home.. ^^

what a tiring and boring day

happy birthday dreamoong2

27/8/2009

yeah..eating my cake

in my room after came back from exam

my leg haven recovered..ald one month

bluberrycake..taste nice

haha..watch showing it haven reached 12am

"birthday cake" fr wei san

oh my god my dinner

happy birthday dreamoong

27/8/2009

happy birthday to u,dreamoong..

every year's birthday

something sure will happen..

this year thought msgs ll come at 12am

but just yueh's msg come 1st

after wake up just got lots of msg..

lot of my friends wish me happy birthday

through facebook and sending me msg

haha,mayb due to that..

my lovely roomate also knew about it..

and sent me birthday wishes

still got surprise behind

while im alone

dreaming that xin ll come ukm here and celebrate birthday with me

haha..wat a ..dream

went for classes as usual

some of my coursemate who know my birthday wished me happy birthday

thanks everyone who wished me

unlucky things happen during the night

i ll hav my chemistry exam at the night in dewan gemilang

i attended the last class for the day

who knew the lecturer released us later than usual

i thought there ll be bus at 7pm as usual

who knows that during the puasa month there ll be no bus

...sigh..it haven 7pm yet

only around 640-645pm

also no bus..so poor me

the bus driver sure rushing to hav their dinner

if not usually during that time sure got bus

i dunno about tat till the time i msg my roomate..

she said during tat time no bus

oh my god..i m having my exam later

haven eaten my dinner

haven bath..

everything haven done
you know i really wanted to walk back to hostel during that time

just tat my leg haven recovered..

i dun want it to be more serious due to the long distance

i walked on my birthday

just waited there until 8pm's bus come

stupid me right..got teksi also dun want to sit

dunno..in my mind teksi is just very dangerous

i dare not to take teksi alone

hah..somemore today raining day

..plan to eat my dinner at kkm cafe

called wei san to take it for me

but at last cancelled it ..sorry coz troubling you..really sorry

having my msg session and reading session at the bus stop

haiz..
at last 8pm ald

met with my coursemates

they were waiting bus zone 3 to go for exam

so early..but luckily got ppl accompany me to go there

there are no bus to go to dewan gemilang

....sigh sigh sigh
the bus just stop nearby dewan gemilang

hav to walk quite a long distance to reach there..

still rain..really unlucky

after exam

walked alone back to kkm

so dark

alone

scary..

hope tat somebody ll beside me

haih..

luckily still got ppl for me to follow

i just follow ppl in front of me

my feel of fear reduced

finally reached my room

first time ate my dinner at around 11pm

1st time took my bath at arouind 11pm here

everything 1st time

wow..get the surprise from weisan

she presented me a piece of blueberry cake

so touched about it..

the 1st present i received for today

haha..she called me to finished it faster coz afraid it ll spoilt

bought it during afternoon

really touched

she even wrote a piece of paper wishing me happy birthday

thought that this year ll not hav any birthday cake

coz every year also like that..

really thanks o wei san

on the other side

i think that my sis is happier than me on my birthday

coz she sent so many birthday stuff for me

in fb,friendster and even her blog

many things about my birthday

thanks ya,and also your birthday present

i like it so much and ll keep it nicely

know what is it?

is a bear crystal phone decoration

huh..20 years old ald

no more 10++ in my age

i hope that all my dreams ll come true

tat are hope that i ll get all a's in my study

i want to get the best result

then hope all my family members ll stay healthy forever

hope my sis ll get a better result and be more hardworking

last but not least..hope all my idols~

danson,monday,jiro,nicholas and so on ll be famous forever

and get what they desire to get in their life

love you all very much!!~

我不会任命
我的命运是由我来掌控的
你派我这个
我不会任由你摆布
我要好好计划我的前途
我不做就不做
一做就会做到最好
祝我好运吧！~

at last i can post my dear "baibai"
to show out right here
haha my bag is white lappie is white phone also white..
everything in white
and my recent photos too with baju kurung
yeah my dear mum bought me the baju kurung
price is reasonable and it is nice!~

in my room

in library

分不清

“对你的感觉已经分不清
到底是欣赏
仰慕
喜欢
还是爱？
早已分不清。。”

...

mid-sem exam is coming..
huh..still dun hav study mood here..
hope can get what i want..
today the lecturer let us to choose when to have lecture
why most of the ppl choose monday?
huh..so unfortunate..hav to go uni on monday
how good it is if monday can stay home and sleep till late
meet with my dear sis..
have to accept it anyway..

Monday diary..

10/8/2009
my dear sis sick seriously
fetched her to policlinic
too many who fall sick until we dun hav the no in the morning
went there again in the afternoon
before that went to clinic hope too
was crowded as the policlinic
so horror..so many ppl sick nowadays

left out dear sis there since i got piano class at 4pm
worried about her
rained heavily
until my whole shoes wet..
whole body wet after reached piano centre
realy love to play piano so much
ms yap really a nice teacher
hope to learn and catch up what she teached
i want to be like her too~
got to go for exam next year
hope i can pass it
since it was the final exam for theory..
so nervous..many things to memorise and learn
hope i can really make it

went to diamond training and interview after that
the talk was really long
a bit boring at the end of the part coz i m thinking to go back
handphone no bateri ald
mum they all sure worry about me
must faster go home
hope that i can be the part time promoter
although i wished to be the other too
reached home at 9pm
phoned daddy
and ate my dinner
so hungry
watched nyonya at last..
what a tiring day

thanks my friends

thanks to everyone who care for me
i really appreaciate your concern..
xin, i realy miss you
got lots of things to tell you
to let you know
how i wish we got time to meet with each other
after all this
i just realised that i got a lot of friends who really care for me
anyway my future ll just depends on how it goes..
i m the one who can help myself
take care everybody..
do leave me a message or comment
to let me know you are following my blog
thanks (",)

lost..misss..puppet..

horrible day
i went to ukm myself by driving
the 1st time i drive there
ya..i know how to go there
bu when went back home..
i took the wrong road..

i dunno where m i
the highway is so long
i cant imagine..
where ll i reach
stupid me..passed by two tolls
ended up spent more money and time..
i m lost there,alone..
the feeling i still can feel it although i ald back
is a kind of horrible feeling
cant describe through words..

yeah..and today is xin's birthday..
miss her so much
my bbf..
she called me and we chat for a while
i got so many things to tell her..
and my friends too
being in secondary school was really nice
i missed it so much
sk or catholic
is better than now..
stupid ukm..who like it?

i m not quiet
i dun like ppl said like that
i hope other to see another me
i like to talk..i just dunno how to express it out
i like to keep everything inside
i dun like to talk with other about my problems
this is my weakness
i hope i could be a person like him..
change to another me
nobody notice about that

i missed the time in chs
its crazy..i can talk anything funny..
now..its seldom for me to be humour
i dun like the moody atmosphere now..
everyday is like that
staying alone and with computers..
i stay cool because i dun like it..
its hard for me to cope with the environment here
i din enjoy at all..the life now..
i dun like it..why force me to accept it?
i got my own dream..
so jealous those who can do what they want to..
i m just a puppet
who follow what parents want..
the life now is uncomfortable

*A sUrprise on SuNdAy *

went to pc fair today
i really hope to buy the vaio-sony laptop
its gorgeous!~i like it so much
i like the white one..
everything in white..haha^^~
but its too expensive,out of my budget ald>.<
hehe,next time i must earned more and more money
i want to buy everything i wish to
all in white color
dunno when i like white so much


we reached klcc convention centre in the afternoon
after we took our lunch at the vegetarian shop
before that..my father's car broke down when going to market!!~
eventually my parents went home by bus..
so funny of them..something funny happen(",)
omg,its crowded over pc fair
dunno what brand to buy..just hope to take the vaio back home
after getting some tips fr here and there
we bought the dell laptop
its white~! but not as gorgeous as my dream vaio
ot chance ll show my laptop
wanna giv it name.."baibai"
my father insisted to buy for me
i dun wish to..i wish to share with him
but he said he get lucky draw
so he just treat it as the present for me
....i hope to get things not in easy way
i hope to learn how to manage my money..

we waited there to take my new lappie after we paid
so excited..haha
and then a surprise for me!!
monday kang is just nearby us
sitting there and asking things!!~
as i knew he also got a new laptop which is white
but for sure i m not following him to choose white la
i like white..
we wanna to say hello to him
its hard..we are shy
i just bring out my bravage and take chance to talk with him
hoho~sorry i touched his arm and let him shocked
sorry la..
he surprise we are there
asking us some question
....................

at night we went to jusco equine park
i like sunday so much
i like to hang out without purpose
i dun like to stay in ukm..
i hate...

*missing you*

"miss him so much..
i know i m not yours..
hope that i can accept it
maybe once i found another him"

sad saturday

actually today planned ald wanna meet with xin they all
i waited for the confirmation of time excitedly
but wait until 8pm also nobody msg me
thought cancelled ald pula
started to practise piano
yeah..i like piano so much

in 9.00++ evon called me and asked whether i can go
.............
they ald reached there
leave me out here
so sad coz could attend
i cant get to go alone..
if comebody could tell me earlier
i can plan well..
car-pool or what...
missed a chance to meet with all of them
missed them so much..
disappointed about that
dunno how are they??

sSaD newx For me

a sad news for me
even for statistic the course is full ald..
cry a while after i asked the pengerusi about the course
i realy sad
i dun have the mood to study
i just treat everyday like playing
a game for me to play
is my fault not study well last time
no time to regret now
its all my fault...

who ll tarik diri
and let me to join statistic or actuarial sc programme
i wanna to be an actuary or finance analyst
i dun want to study this
about food..i dun hope to
who can help me actually?
nobody just myself..

最爱还是你

“为什么
最爱还是你？
见面是一种错？
我想对，只会增加伤痛
不该再见面 ？
却非常舍不得。。”



没开口的话 怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心中熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的记忆
穿越了距离拥挤的人潮
没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起
也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前 别忘记从前
最爱还是你 这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近 慢慢就会忘记
还是要爱你
时间会证明我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久
这一次我放弃了所有
只为能再与你相遇一辈子不放手

the life here

gloomy day
i m not actually like the ukm life here
i hope to get holiday very soon
i dun want to study chem..bio..
i want maths

sad day
went to ask for registration for course
the staff there damn!~no manners
what the..i din ask what her name
i want to adu her!!
stupid "black face"..din get what i asked..
i m new n know nothing here
i hate malay now!stupid country
i hate this country so much..>.< unfair..
i dun want to stay here with those..m
i din get what i want to..i m so disappointed
i did everything at my own hand
i dunno the seriousness of doing bad
now only i knew it but its too late..

wed falled down from staircase
luckily nobody saw it
but i sprained my leg
get swelling during the night
went to pusat kesihatan on fri
is that too late?
i did everything alone
i feel that i m so lonely
but what to do
things happen that we hav to do everything on ourselves
depending on others i dunno how to do
especially friends

miss the period during schools
friends helped me a lot
here..they just pretending answering you
talk with other after answering you
second intake same with first intake
i wont believe..but what to do..nothing to comment
just feel gloomy..i dun really like my life right now
mayb due to my passive
but i ald try to be active
still get the same respond
i know i m pretending i m ok..
nobody ll understand me
except her~me...
hope to get a new life very soon

sunday (19/7/2009) post

went to see monday today

ald din c him for two years

if i m not wrongly remember

miss him so much..

but i was not so happy today

just proud to see monday

he had changed a lot

he look like another me

but i just dare not to do what he can do

i was so timid

i hate it so much

dunno when i just can change a lot

just like monday..

oh ya~promotion site,haha..

remember to watch ntv 7 every mon - thur 10.00pm

got a nice show for you all.. "romantic delicacies"

support it!~

so pity that i dun hav the chance to watch it..

just can watch it through online

remember ya~support it

express it out!!~

at last i entered ukm
i were so worried about the life there
i dun hope to be there
but what can i do?
my parents hope me to go
i ald told them my opinion
they still wanted me to go
they said it is a golden opportunity for me to experience uni life
mayb next time i would not hav this chance ald

i were so sad about it
i cant study what i want to
it's hard for me to find out my own interest
but..my parents still wanted me to take the
food science with business management course..
i could do anything now
they seemed like so happy that i could enter uni
actually i tell you all my own thinking
last time i purposely choose those needed high cgpa in my 6 options
i know i would not get them
i purposely put in so that i could get that i dun like
surely my 1st and 2nd options are actuarial sc
my marks so low that i couldnt enter this course
i was really very sad..very very upset
this is the result of din study form 6 well....
i really regret about it
so in ukm now..i want to study like hell
i want to get a perfect result!~

monday was the registration day
i din pack anything there
coz i dun hope to be there
...but after i registered i have to pack my thing
coz after that got activities
wdh..i hate..i really dunno how to express it out
i dun like..you know doing what a ppl dun wish to do is a
suffering things in their life
is me..i really suffer a lot in my heart
nobody know about it..
i just want to express myself out in here
...if i get the thing i like
i wont like this ald
so damn quiet
no friends...i dun like to be like this..however i really suffer a lot in my heart
and also all documents also din do
i just like be rebellent ald~
i really dun like this..
so jealous those who can do what they want to........

my mum miss me so much..
she cant sleep well during monday
i knew this throughout my sis
i miss all of you too~
another thing
we hav to solve our course's timetable problem..
solve ourselves
run here and there
if i know early that my parents ll want me to study at uni 1st
i ll really ticked that option ald
no need like this..what also dunno
the 1st intake although was tired,but they do know more things than us
and they ald started their class for 2 weeks..
i dun like this situation..
i hope to escape from this..
i still need to wait for one year..
who can help me?nobody,just myself..

Get a Place~ alD

I get a place in local university ald
however it wasnt what i interest to study
not actuarial science..is food sc + business management
i m considering + confusing now
hope parents ll understand my opinion~


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无？聊？

星期六终于可以放假了

好久没试过星期六呆在家的日子

以前几个月都在做工

现在总算可以脱离做工的日子了

真爽啊！~

不算就是没薪水了

还有一点啦！

不过可是很少了。。。

无聊之下拍下了无聊的照片

哈哈哈哈哈。。！~