the life here

gloomy day
i m not actually like the ukm life here
i hope to get holiday very soon
i dun want to study chem..bio..
i want maths

sad day
went to ask for registration for course
the staff there damn!~no manners
what the..i din ask what her name
i want to adu her!!
stupid "black face"..din get what i asked..
i m new n know nothing here
i hate malay now!stupid country
i hate this country so much..>.< unfair..
i dun want to stay here with those..m
i din get what i want to..i m so disappointed
i did everything at my own hand
i dunno the seriousness of doing bad
now only i knew it but its too late..

wed falled down from staircase
luckily nobody saw it
but i sprained my leg
get swelling during the night
went to pusat kesihatan on fri
is that too late?
i did everything alone
i feel that i m so lonely
but what to do
things happen that we hav to do everything on ourselves
depending on others i dunno how to do
especially friends

miss the period during schools
friends helped me a lot
here..they just pretending answering you
talk with other after answering you
second intake same with first intake
i wont believe..but what to do..nothing to comment
just feel gloomy..i dun really like my life right now
mayb due to my passive
but i ald try to be active
still get the same respond
i know i m pretending i m ok..
nobody ll understand me
except her~me...
hope to get a new life very soon