sSaD newx For me

a sad news for me
even for statistic the course is full ald..
cry a while after i asked the pengerusi about the course
i realy sad
i dun have the mood to study
i just treat everyday like playing
a game for me to play
is my fault not study well last time
no time to regret now
its all my fault...

who ll tarik diri
and let me to join statistic or actuarial sc programme
i wanna to be an actuary or finance analyst
i dun want to study this
about food..i dun hope to
who can help me actually?
nobody just myself..

最爱还是你

“为什么
最爱还是你？
见面是一种错？
我想对，只会增加伤痛
不该再见面 ？
却非常舍不得。。”



没开口的话 怎样才能懂
我好想把画面倒带回头
你留在我心中熟悉的表情
每个温暖纯白的记忆
穿越了距离拥挤的人潮
没有人知道
我偷偷想你嘴角就会笑
不要说对不起
也不要问原因
就让世界不停的向前 别忘记从前
最爱还是你 这是我的决定
像宇宙相对的星互相吸引
慢慢就会靠近 慢慢就会忘记
还是要爱你
时间会证明我爱你的勇气
牵着你的手才知道是永久
这一次我放弃了所有
只为能再与你相遇一辈子不放手

the life here

gloomy day
i m not actually like the ukm life here
i hope to get holiday very soon
i dun want to study chem..bio..
i want maths

sad day
went to ask for registration for course
the staff there damn!~no manners
what the..i din ask what her name
i want to adu her!!
stupid "black face"..din get what i asked..
i m new n know nothing here
i hate malay now!stupid country
i hate this country so much..>.< unfair..
i dun want to stay here with those..m
i din get what i want to..i m so disappointed
i did everything at my own hand
i dunno the seriousness of doing bad
now only i knew it but its too late..

wed falled down from staircase
luckily nobody saw it
but i sprained my leg
get swelling during the night
went to pusat kesihatan on fri
is that too late?
i did everything alone
i feel that i m so lonely
but what to do
things happen that we hav to do everything on ourselves
depending on others i dunno how to do
especially friends

miss the period during schools
friends helped me a lot
here..they just pretending answering you
talk with other after answering you
second intake same with first intake
i wont believe..but what to do..nothing to comment
just feel gloomy..i dun really like my life right now
mayb due to my passive
but i ald try to be active
still get the same respond
i know i m pretending i m ok..
nobody ll understand me
except her~me...
hope to get a new life very soon

sunday (19/7/2009) post

went to see monday today

ald din c him for two years

if i m not wrongly remember

miss him so much..

but i was not so happy today

just proud to see monday

he had changed a lot

he look like another me

but i just dare not to do what he can do

i was so timid

i hate it so much

dunno when i just can change a lot

just like monday..

oh ya~promotion site,haha..

remember to watch ntv 7 every mon - thur 10.00pm

got a nice show for you all.. "romantic delicacies"

support it!~

so pity that i dun hav the chance to watch it..

just can watch it through online

remember ya~support it

express it out!!~

at last i entered ukm
i were so worried about the life there
i dun hope to be there
but what can i do?
my parents hope me to go
i ald told them my opinion
they still wanted me to go
they said it is a golden opportunity for me to experience uni life
mayb next time i would not hav this chance ald

i were so sad about it
i cant study what i want to
it's hard for me to find out my own interest
but..my parents still wanted me to take the
food science with business management course..
i could do anything now
they seemed like so happy that i could enter uni
actually i tell you all my own thinking
last time i purposely choose those needed high cgpa in my 6 options
i know i would not get them
i purposely put in so that i could get that i dun like
surely my 1st and 2nd options are actuarial sc
my marks so low that i couldnt enter this course
i was really very sad..very very upset
this is the result of din study form 6 well....
i really regret about it
so in ukm now..i want to study like hell
i want to get a perfect result!~

monday was the registration day
i din pack anything there
coz i dun hope to be there
...but after i registered i have to pack my thing
coz after that got activities
wdh..i hate..i really dunno how to express it out
i dun like..you know doing what a ppl dun wish to do is a
suffering things in their life
is me..i really suffer a lot in my heart
nobody know about it..
i just want to express myself out in here
...if i get the thing i like
i wont like this ald
so damn quiet
no friends...i dun like to be like this..however i really suffer a lot in my heart
and also all documents also din do
i just like be rebellent ald~
i really dun like this..
so jealous those who can do what they want to........

my mum miss me so much..
she cant sleep well during monday
i knew this throughout my sis
i miss all of you too~
another thing
we hav to solve our course's timetable problem..
solve ourselves
run here and there
if i know early that my parents ll want me to study at uni 1st
i ll really ticked that option ald
no need like this..what also dunno
the 1st intake although was tired,but they do know more things than us
and they ald started their class for 2 weeks..
i dun like this situation..
i hope to escape from this..
i still need to wait for one year..
who can help me?nobody,just myself..

Get a Place~ alD

I get a place in local university ald
however it wasnt what i interest to study
not actuarial science..is food sc + business management
i m considering + confusing now
hope parents ll understand my opinion~


NO. KAD PENGENALAN / MYKAD: 890827xxxxxx
NAMA: FONG MOONG YEE
KATEGORI: S - Kategori STPM 2008 Aliran Sains
ANGKA GILIRAN : SBxxxxxxx
TAHNIAH!Anda telah berjaya ditawarkan program pengajian seperti berikut :
KOD PROGRAM : KS65
NAMA PROGRAM : SAINS (SAINS MAKANAN DENGAN PENGURUSAN PERNIAGAAN)
IPTA : UNIVERSITI KEBANGSAAN MALAYSIA (UKM)
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无？聊？

星期六终于可以放假了

好久没试过星期六呆在家的日子

以前几个月都在做工

现在总算可以脱离做工的日子了

真爽啊！~

不算就是没薪水了

还有一点啦！

不过可是很少了。。。

无聊之下拍下了无聊的照片

哈哈哈哈哈。。！~