tuesday

thought can go out on this coming sunday
go to genting..plan hav to be cancelled
everybody is dissappointed about that..
sorry mum..
i know what it ur intension
but i dun want to let you tired
i want you to have a sweet dream

we went to mc donald equine park to surf for internet
there are wifi
we went there due to the internet failure at home
haha..memorable day
its ald quite late
end with quarrel with mum
i know you suffer about everything
i promised to giv you the best thing in your life
i ll earn lots of money
and bring you to travel around the world
i know you like to travel so much..
i ll appreaciate on all the things you did before
i ll giv both my parents the best thing..
so i ll do my best now..
thanks and sorry for everything!~

busy to be the best

really busy recently until no time to post my blog
today posted all the blog i want to post
to let u all know my recent activity
still got lot of stuffs din post out
like the carnival for pt ukm
kkm pt..

recently just busy about pt things
in ukm in kkm
haih..somemore the stupid kkm meeting until 2.30am!!~
this was the "earliest" and "shortest" meeting i had ever went to..
discussed about the things
haven well-prepared..
next time really want to be the group leader ald
want to improve myself
a bit dissappointed of myself since all those group leader are from same year
others can do that why i cant??
i must try to improve myself
next time i want to be the leader..yeah!

spent a lot of money recently
for all those unneccesarry things i think
but i have to..
ya..i went to meet with my mentor last thurs
she really gave me a hand
really my "mentor" of life
i was recently unhappy of my life
she gave me encourages to continue with my life
she give advise for me to continue with my course now
after this i can do what i want to do
after this degree i can study mba,master in marketing and ect..
this is what i want to do
she said except i got the money
i can have more option
yes..unluckily i dun hav money
so i must continue with what i do now
must stay till four years here
must finish my degree here
we must be the best among the best
do the best on what we do now

although i m not so like the course now
but i must accept it
must be the best
dun let anybody down..
every field hav their own outcome
i must stay tough now..
and accept everything
be the best..!
i want to save money
and earn more money when come out..

now regret din apply for scholarship
other got their scholarship ald
ya..hav to work with the government
but they give us money to spend
money..!is what i really needs now
next year i must apply it
so..now what i need to do is....study hard and smart..

chinese calender birthday

12/9/2009

mum said today is my birthday..
based on the chinese calender
haha..
i dunno about tat
after work..whole family with grandma come and fetched me
then went for dinner..near mines
i was really happy about tat
grandma gav me a ring as my birthday present..thanks popo

long time din work there ald
miss all those kids..and parents
luckily still can remember their names
thanks esther for giving me chance to earn more money
hehe^^*
and also gave me a chance to see all of them again

after dinner
went to fun fair opposite to jusco cheras selatan
haha..long time din play at fun fair ald
yoyo..its fun
but "waste"dad money
i think..we won a rabbit and a pen
happy day

13/9/2009

today work also
met with two of the cutie girls
haha..then surprise when went back home
dad and mum came to fetch me
they bought me a nice necklace..
so touched
its very expensive
they said its my 21st birthday
therefore must gav me something special..love them so much
at night
mum bought me a birthday cake
nice..and celebrate in grandma 's house
with uncle and auntie
thanks everyone
love you all so much!!~
it was a memorable birthday for me
sorry mum for my rudeness
and sorry for everything
i m so happy this year..!(",)

fac night photos

at home with my dear sis..

the dishes..

fac night

5/9/2009

when i talking about fac night

wat is in ur mind?

my fac night was not as fun as i thought

my dream ll not come true..

ya,after came back fr work

helped mum to clean up the house

then "clean up" myself

start to take my shower and wore watever i needed to

didnt make up since dun hav enough time

sis has to go for her tuition class later

somemore i dun hav much time

hav to reach ukm kkm's bus stop before 4.30pm

mum fetched me there

she went back alone

i was so worried about her

since this was the 1st time she went back from ukm alone

called her to phoned me after she reached home ^^*

with my mum speed

i managed to reach there before 430pm

read my book while waiting for the bus

met my coursemate

but i m not so familiar with most of them

they ald formed a group

with my condition it was hard for me to mix with them

it needed time..but i believe i can do it

there were not much ppl waiting at the bus stop

again i were alone

bus reached after that

is a school bus

kkm is the 1st stop

it travelled around the campus

haha..finally got ppl sat with me

im not alone

we chit chating during the journey to kajang

kajang..the place where i did passport with family

dad said we went there b4

but i dun remember it

....yesterday checked through internet where is the place

easy for dad to fetch me later

dun want to stay at hostel today

and at last i found it

its name is prescott metro kajang

yeah its true when i reached there

nearby police station.. and petrol station

took photos most of the time in the restaurant

nothing to do also

dunno wat to do also

it was very boring

i can be very crazy if i really enjoyed it

but i think the time ,place and ppl were not suitable for me to be crazy

i m not very comfortable to be there

be with the ppl there

i hope i can cope with it..

but i really cant

really hope to escape from there

escape from the course i study

go to a new environment where i can change myself..

saw all those candidates when reached there

if got chance really want to try it

it is just one year once in my life

they are pretty

our course's candidates are annie and lik hang

.....

we used most of our time to snap photo

then it was dunner time

since we ald discussed

we took as many type of food as possible

wow..i like sotong

haha..we really did it

we took most of the food on our table

so many dishes..

sup,fruits,cakes,jelly,vegetables,keropok.......................

and we really ate until very full

cant finish all the dishes

a bit waste la..haha

our performance time reached

haha..its a stupid drama la

just acted as site character

nothing special

after this was candidate performance

haha..one of the performance was nice

tat was the second group performance..

then dancing session

not fun at all in my mind

i din release myself

i hope i can but i really cant

they said it s sad if you missed this fac night

i dun think so

i just think that i ald lose my rm45..haha

i hope i can crazy as i can

but i really cant

hope time can change it

i want to be the crazy dreamoong back..i dun want to be passive..

i want to talk a lot

but nobody is beside me..

lucky draw session..i m not lucky at all

so din get anything

haha..my lucky num is 9 this time

around 11pm i went back

my dad reached there

and at last i can go back

leave this noisy place and cold..hehe..

home sweet home.. ^^

what a tiring and boring day

happy birthday dreamoong2

27/8/2009

yeah..eating my cake

in my room after came back from exam

my leg haven recovered..ald one month

bluberrycake..taste nice

haha..watch showing it haven reached 12am

"birthday cake" fr wei san

oh my god my dinner

happy birthday dreamoong

27/8/2009

happy birthday to u,dreamoong..

every year's birthday

something sure will happen..

this year thought msgs ll come at 12am

but just yueh's msg come 1st

after wake up just got lots of msg..

lot of my friends wish me happy birthday

through facebook and sending me msg

haha,mayb due to that..

my lovely roomate also knew about it..

and sent me birthday wishes

still got surprise behind

while im alone

dreaming that xin ll come ukm here and celebrate birthday with me

haha..wat a ..dream

went for classes as usual

some of my coursemate who know my birthday wished me happy birthday

thanks everyone who wished me

unlucky things happen during the night

i ll hav my chemistry exam at the night in dewan gemilang

i attended the last class for the day

who knew the lecturer released us later than usual

i thought there ll be bus at 7pm as usual

who knows that during the puasa month there ll be no bus

...sigh..it haven 7pm yet

only around 640-645pm

also no bus..so poor me

the bus driver sure rushing to hav their dinner

if not usually during that time sure got bus

i dunno about tat till the time i msg my roomate..

she said during tat time no bus

oh my god..i m having my exam later

haven eaten my dinner

haven bath..

everything haven done
you know i really wanted to walk back to hostel during that time

just tat my leg haven recovered..

i dun want it to be more serious due to the long distance

i walked on my birthday

just waited there until 8pm's bus come

stupid me right..got teksi also dun want to sit

dunno..in my mind teksi is just very dangerous

i dare not to take teksi alone

hah..somemore today raining day

..plan to eat my dinner at kkm cafe

called wei san to take it for me

but at last cancelled it ..sorry coz troubling you..really sorry

having my msg session and reading session at the bus stop

haiz..
at last 8pm ald

met with my coursemates

they were waiting bus zone 3 to go for exam

so early..but luckily got ppl accompany me to go there

there are no bus to go to dewan gemilang

....sigh sigh sigh
the bus just stop nearby dewan gemilang

hav to walk quite a long distance to reach there..

still rain..really unlucky

after exam

walked alone back to kkm

so dark

alone

scary..

hope tat somebody ll beside me

haih..

luckily still got ppl for me to follow

i just follow ppl in front of me

my feel of fear reduced

finally reached my room

first time ate my dinner at around 11pm

1st time took my bath at arouind 11pm here

everything 1st time

wow..get the surprise from weisan

she presented me a piece of blueberry cake

so touched about it..

the 1st present i received for today

haha..she called me to finished it faster coz afraid it ll spoilt

bought it during afternoon

really touched

she even wrote a piece of paper wishing me happy birthday

thought that this year ll not hav any birthday cake

coz every year also like that..

really thanks o wei san

on the other side

i think that my sis is happier than me on my birthday

coz she sent so many birthday stuff for me

in fb,friendster and even her blog

many things about my birthday

thanks ya,and also your birthday present

i like it so much and ll keep it nicely

know what is it?

is a bear crystal phone decoration

huh..20 years old ald

no more 10++ in my age

i hope that all my dreams ll come true

tat are hope that i ll get all a's in my study

i want to get the best result

then hope all my family members ll stay healthy forever

hope my sis ll get a better result and be more hardworking

last but not least..hope all my idols~

danson,monday,jiro,nicholas and so on ll be famous forever

and get what they desire to get in their life

love you all very much!!~